I am back in my home today a day after arriving Kota Kinabalu from Jeddah. I am just feeling gloomy coming back from Umrah. It feels like the world is overwhelming and I don’t want to do anything else. I occasionally cried longing to be close to Allah. I am trying to focus and rationale with what am I feeling.
- I found a deep profound spiritual connection with Allah, found my purpose and now I don’t know how to move forward with it
- I intend to change my lifestyle – like rethink of everything that I have been working on an align with my new spiritually transformed self
- It feels too much right now – I long to be in Makkah again
- I need to process what had happened during umrah – like I just discovered so many things about myself and about Islam
- I am considering to move to Riyadh – maybe this one is too impulsive, but yes I started to research on this one
- I feel the void now of leaving my past relationship – must pray and dua a lot and have faith that Allah is preparing something better for me
I am just dreading to go back to my usual life before umrah. I will take it easy – one move at a time. I am yet to unpack and settle at home, but I am glad my property and belongings are all safe and protected. Thank you Allah for looking out for me. I left Makkah Live playing on YouTube ever since I first opened my laptop. I barely eat and just resettled things slowly. Maybe after eating dinner I would be able to think more clearly. Ya Allah, please make it easy for me to visit Baitullah again with my family, this time to perform hajj. Please don’t let me intentionally or unintentionally drift away from you ever again. Please send me someone or friends who will remind me of you always.
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