Finally managed to submit my thesis on 30th November 2024, a day late from supposed deadline, but I am so happy and thrilled that I have managed to finish it with all the contents exactly as how I planned it to be.
Feeling so much freedom this week. Finally feeling like human again. Then again, it is not over yet, I still have to go through Viva Voce, thesis correction and a lot more procedures prior to graduation. I hope everything will go well from here on. A lot to reflect on how this means so much to me I could cry.
Anyways, I am already planning with this much idle time, what I am going to do next. First, I will finish all my pending projects, the painting at HATWKK, I can do this, just a little bit more. And then, the project at Shell kiosk. Once these are done, I am going to focus on how to setup my research and consultancy firm and introduce myself to industry players. At the same time, planning on how to improve my service with KBS and the ladies that I am training there.
Though at first, I am feeling void and it triggers some painful memories. However, I don’t stress or worry so much over it. I will process them and get better in time. I am loving my life now and am so grateful for so much people who are rooting for me and supporting my endeavours. The scary part is going to come, I just need to enjoy my time now and be present with what’s coming up. I am doing OK and I am going to be fine.