I don’t know if I will ever feel calm again (yes, I will). Feeling so unsettled after drafting my thesis first round today. It’s like I have got too much stuff to write. My mom said it’s normal. Just keep going. Maybe I’m having decision fatigue. So much things to decide for my research and it’s giving me anxieties. And my body is starting to go into shutdown/freeze mode. OMG!
I started to feel overwhelmed. Yes, my week is tiring. I am mentally, emotionally and physically drained. And thanks for your sudden appearance. It was a nice surprise, for whatever purpose that was. Talk to you soon ya! I will continue writing whatever I want here, it’s my sanctuary (except that it’s public).
I don’t feel like meeting people this weekend, but I have a family engagement to go. I am just so low in energy and I just want to recharge and recover before Monday comes. Maybe it’s hormonal and lack of sleep from previous nights. Freaking tired.
Just going to do my best with thesis. I have to fight for it otherwise I’ll face much bigger regret if I don’t submit it on time. So many things on the line. Come on Alam, you’ve got this!