Ever been through Sunday not feeling ready to start the new week?
That’s exactly how am I feeling tonight. Wide awake at 2am feeling agitated that I would screw up Monday.
Everything felt wrong. I dislike it when my routine get disrupted. Yes, I helped my family. But what about me?
I’m also nervous about the future. Making changes here and there, getting used to new routine – and my man is just not putting effort as much as before which makes me feel anxious.
And seriously our water supply is disrupted again. Still figuring out what to do about it. Just overall feeling insecure. I don’t like this feeling – it’s so uncomfortable. Meditated for 10 minutes, almost fell asleep but my body just wouldn’t let me. I’m just in fight mode right now. Will sit with it and try to observe it as my monkey mind and like a long train passing by.