I know right, this is like the third post I have written in a row. While typing this, I have three other posts in line as drafts.
I miss myself in this state of being at this moment where I can just create and create with ideas overflowing out of me. At the same time, I am feeling general anxiety. It’s 1am and I am not asleep yet, I have get up early for morning class later. I am also feeling unsettled cause I did not finish my laundry – there were rats outside, I just don’t want to deal with them right now.
It feels great to be able to reflect on what has been happening, like process on recent events, check on my feelings. Keep myself updated on happenings, making sense of things. It’s like, “Hey we’ve gone through this! How it feels like?”. Yeah, I don’t only keep my friends updated, but also need to tell myself to update on my take for each experience. Life is just too beautiful to let by without context. I want to tell myself more, but it’s already late. Thanks Allah for this privilege.
Regroup and get ready for what’s to come.